Even tho i'm not with her anymore, seeing her and listening to the way she acts, makes me so pissed off and sad.That bastard changed a wonderful soul that i cared about. So help me i will murder that SOB if he pulls any shit. Cheesy lame-ass, acne infested, small penis, goddamn waste of life.

Aside from that rambling, I've felt better and better about myself It's a wonder what a simple haircut can do for self esteem, i don't care if it looks like shit, I like it and that's all that matters in the end.

Still waiting for lesia to get home, feels like eons.....Well i hope everything works out with that as i hope for :/ Can't stop thinking about her and it's driving me crazy, she needs to get back soon, like NOW!